Interesting to be reading how I felt when I took this class the first time..
Week 3 – Emotions
Sometimes the most simple things tent to seem most difficult. What do I want?
Last week was horrible, I was really struggling with having a plan and fitting everything in, and remembering what I had to do.. But I promised myself not to give up, not to postpone, and like the scroll says you can’t retrieve nor substitute it for another.. And actually if you miss a day, you need to start all over on the 30 days, and I do not have time for that, 1) because I’m on the course and I have to follow 2) because if everything just can be done over, then why even try? I can do it tomorrow. NO!!! only if you don’t take your life and your dreams seriously.
Now things start to work as a plan, and slowly becoming a habit. Life and my old blue print keep trying to pull me back like the lobsters do..
I couldn’t understand why people after the webinar at the mastermind sessions got so emotional, but then I started look at my DMP to figuring out what to change and what I really want in life. I was scared of deleting things because I don’t want to miss out even though I know that if I get the heartfelt dream in place, I will manifest the ‘smaller’ things. I suddenly started crying when I felt how much it would mean to me to have an au pair in my life. So that must be a start, something I really want to attract.. then it is just how do I put my DMP so that I can manifest that one thing, even though it is a really small thing compared to all the other things on my list. Because at the moment I feel it has become a checklist.
I should be simple to know what I want, but…
Actually the physical stuff, cars, houses etc. will come when I have my mission in life in place. There is so many things I want to do.. but where to start. Mark also talked about that maybe what we are doing now only is a stepping stone for something even greater, so stay open minded. But I have to start somewhere..
Emotions reading our assignments change the energy in not only me, but everything around me, so I’m really looking forward as I progress and getting more enthusiastic into these readings, what I/they will accomplish on my self-esteem, in my business and in my family life.
This is such an amazing experience.. I have done something similar to the DMP before and read that every day, and it changed a lot, so why did I stop. It didn’t become a good habit. But now with this I know that this goes so much deeper, because I’m guided by true professionals, so I get it right, and therefore I already now feels stronger, even though I’m not where it’s going to be at all, but that is okay.. I’m on the way, I’m on the move..
I’m so much looking forward to the me in 6 month. I will be so amazing, gloving, shining, happy, grateful, loving and just fantastic.
‘When the student is ready the teacher will show’ I now understand that this is true, because I have for a long time wanted changes and tried different things, which luckily brought me to you. I’m so grateful for being ready to be here.